Tiny Writing: Eight

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 I think I love too deeply. And while that in of itself may or may not be a problem. The issue is, I never love those who are attainable. I’ve loved before, but only ever from a distance. 

Whether that distance was a few feet away, or a world apart. 

Why don’t I ever feel content with those I should? Why do I have to fall like this? 

Why can’t I see the beauty in those around me? Why am I always yearning for something more? Something that may not even be achieved. 

The fact of the matter is that I love him, and I know I do. I never stopped myself from trying to. It came so effortlessly it felt as though I was supposed to. Only, he wasn’t there in the way I needed him to be. 

If I love myself, I have to let him go. 

He, from Macau. I let you go. Maybe not today, but someday, somehow. My heart will find someway to let you go. It has to.

I may romanticize things far too much for this world. This love hurts no one but myself. 

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